Someday

You are broken

Bleeding

All you face now is unknown

You feel empty

Defeated

You feel so far from home

But those feelings are misplace

Dry those tears upon your face

For come what struggles may

You will never be alone

When you stumble I fall

When you hurt I cry

When you can't find your way 

I'm so lost inside

I've been holding your hand this whole way down

And together we can turn this around

And while I know your fear is strong

And it seems so far way

We will all stand together

Someday

Now you're standing

Among the pieces

I've seen your whole world torn apart

But we will fix this

Together

For we share one soul, one heart

It hurts me to imagine

What you've been through all this time

But your smile

Will be my glory

For now your tears are also mine

It's gonna get better

This bond never severs

Alongside you all the way

I know we can do this

We're gonna pull through this

Piece by piece, day by day.

Costs

ending This

extending this

Pain

give me the Blame

i want it.

the excuse to break

i welcome the Wake

 the Death of Us

these fault lines that cross my skin

i Need them.

feeding from them

bleeding the Past 

as Leprosy

envelope me

i want This

Agony

dissolving me

i choose It.

for the moment i forget

your Place in me

your Taste

i'm Lost

so this Cost

your Memory

enslaving me

i live It.

My Rainbow

Thank you for being the rainbow announcing the thunderstorm's end,

Thank you for being the acquaintance turned to stranger turned to friend.

Thank you for shifting to enemy when I had no one else to blame,

Thank you for being responsible for the person I became.

Thank you for being the road signs, when my journey was not clear,

Thank you for saying no, when yes was what I wished to hear.

Thank you for being above me when I couldn't see that high,

Thank you for being below me when I learned i could not fly.

Thank you for being the one bandage that was able to heal my heart,

Thank you for being around me even when we were apart.

Thank you for being the clock that taught me to tell time,

Thank you for being my ladder when the wall was too steep to climb.

Thank you for being my life vest when the waters were choppy and rough,

Thank you for being a sister when a friend wasn't enough.

Thank you for being the lenses when it hurt to squint my eyes,

Thank you for forcing the truth when I grew accustomed to lies.

Thank you for knowing the things I didn't have the heart to say,

Thank you for the times you didn't leave when I said I didn't want you to stay.

Thank you for pulling me through when I thought I couldn't survive,

Thank you for being a reason why I'm thankful to be alive.

Blurred Vision

You say you'll always be there

Then you leave me by myself

Say I can ask for anything 

Then don't offer any help,

You say you'll always love me

Then forget your promised word

You say you see right through me

Well your vision must be blurred,

Because if you saw right through me 

You would see my broken heart

Because I know no matter what you say

You're just trying to play a part.